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January 8 06 11:05pm] |
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i just went through my friend list on this journal and added almost everyone to my new journal.
if i didn't add you, i either have a reason, you never update, or i just don't really talk to you.
you know what to do.
jooonesamber
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| TONIGHT! |
[Saturday
December 31 05 2:18am] |
Hosted By: Shawn, Austin, Preslee, Jenna, John When: Saturday Dec 31, 2005 at 7:00 PM Where: Shawn's Ranch House Fredericksburg, TX 78624 US Description: PARTYY!
Click Here To View Event
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[Monday
December 26 05 6:21pm] |
username inspired by mr. nerd rock joshua. haha
jooonesamber
add it for now. probably won't update for awhile.
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[Sunday
December 25 05 10:45pm] |
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Christmas post, plus pictures, coming soon.
For now i'd like to talk about something.
First, i feel like an IDIOT for 2 reasons. 1 - This reason is only known by a few people and will remain unknown to most of you. 2 - Clifton making me spend $11 on scratch offs..and i winning nothing. (my first time buyng scratch offs i might add..)
haha
Maybe it's just the christmas spirit..but Secondly, i love my friends. even if i haven't been hanging out with you much lately. i really don't think i take the time to think of, or appreciate them. they always make me laugh, are sympathetic, nice, and are concerned when i might not be in the best of moods, or in a not-so-good situation.
i love Clifton and Sam. i miss hanging out with them. they made my day all the merrier. haha i have never stayed in a convinient for more than 15 mins. i was in there for maybe 2 1/2 hours.
Bruce called me earlier.. to say merry x-mas..and of course make fun of me. he and mike are the only ones that can get away with that though. haha
of course, marcy. we have been friends since freshman year. we pretty much tell eachother everything. even though our..i guess you would call it.."area of interests" have changed in many ways..i still consider her one of my best friends.
jenna, ian, peter, kelly, josh, john, and anyone else i may have missed. we've had plenty a great time together. i love you guys.
my school friends.. especially irene.
even my internet friends. haha
And last, i'd like to emphasize the "always make me laugh" part. i think one thing i love the most in a person's personality is humor. i LOVE to laugh. if you have no sense of humor..then..honestly..you're a pretty boring/bland person. i also love inside jokes.
sam and clifton also made me realize something..(sorta having to do with my first reason for feeling like an idiot) and i feel pretty stupid. they're only looking out for me. people make mistakes.
so really..if you're a nice, funny, genuine person, and i've befriended you or maybe just an aquaintance of mine. i think you're awesome.
the end.
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[Saturday
December 24 05 9:05am] |
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so last night.. it seemed like we waited for like 2 hours outside the sanctuary before they opened the doors. by the time they were open..i didn't even feel like staying. haha i mean, i had pretty much seen all the people we knew, even some i didn't expect to see, and said hi to everyone and stuff. i just wasn't really in the show mood. plus, i felt kinda dizzy and a headache coming on.. so marcy and i decided to go eat somewhere instead. we went to alamo cafe. it was nice.
i'm leaving in a couple hours. bulverde for the night, then san marcos until early evening the 26th.
MERRY CHRISTMAS! HAPPY HANUKKAH! HAPPY/MERRY (whatever you may celebrate)!
if i have your number..expect a text message somewhere during christmas day. haha im gay.
aanyway..
i gotta go start getting ready..
(210)454-5026 to get a hold of me.
♥
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[Friday
December 23 05 9:49am] |
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so the other night i got 12 hours of sleep.. fuckin crazy. i haven't gotten that much sleep in who knows how long..
tomorrow is christmas eve! i go to my dad's in bulverde tomorrow. then to san marcos. i'll be gone until either the 26th or 27th. my beloved cousin Jennifer, (otherwise known as fate_envies_us) will be there on monday. haha we're suprising my grandma by going to church on christmas morning. she'll love it. my sister and i haven't been to church in a year or so..
i just opened the present my mom gave me. it was pajamas. haha light purple and white flannel pj pants with 2 thermal shirts. they're definitely warm. i could most likely wear these shirts not to sleep in. she also gave me a Visa with some money on it.
i seriously need a job..i have to pay for my car insurance, gas, and cell phone. with the money i have right now a can't pay for it all. my mom is going to help me. i also feel really bad because i don't have the money to get any of my friends gifts.. and i know a few who are getting me one.. fucking ipod!! if i had known i would be out of a job this soon, i wouldn't have bought it.
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[Tuesday
December 20 05 12:49pm] |
i just got back from the doctor.
thankfully i'm not sick. (at least nothing contagious) turns out..i have infections in both of my ears and lots of head congestion. my ears have been bugging me for a while..i should have gotten that checked out a long time ago. i have to take anti-biotics and ear drops for the next 10 days.
she didn't say anything about my pink eye..because it's basically gone. she said it well could have been allergies that made it so bad. so i don't really know..
i feel fine though.
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[Monday
December 19 05 11:52pm] |
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soo today i hung out with marcy and jaimie..because i haven't in what seems like months..
we went to mall.. i bought my mom this purse thing w/spray, lotion, body wash, etc. from Victoria's Secret. everything there smells sooo good! this one black chick that worked there was really cool. she had a typical black chick name..such as shaniqua or shay shay or something..but i forgot what it was. she wasn't ghetto or anything. haha she persuaded me to apply for a Victoria Secret's card. and i did. i also applied for a job there. haha the funny thing is Jenna kept telling me to, so i could get her discounts.. i have to take this test over the phone and the chick said that if they are making me take the test..then i most likely have the job. she said it's basically common sense and you'd have to be pretty stupid to fail.
so that is what i am doing tomorrow. i also have a doctor's appt at 10.
i saw alot of people i knew at the mall today..
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[Saturday
December 17 05 1:35pm] |
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( I really need to find something else to do.. )
i think my pink eye is getting better. well, it's better than what it was yesterday.. and i'm feeling alot better. despite my throat.. my eyes aren't as swollen..and the redness is going away hopefully it will stay that way!
although..i think i should still go to the doctor.
but now..i think i gave it to my sister.. she said she woke up and her eye was stuck together..
hahaha ITS SPREADINNGG
everybody better watch out.
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[Saturday
December 17 05 1:46am] |
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today i felt like shit.
Evan gave me pink eye for Christmas. It's so awesome. actually, no..it isn't at all. haha and im just kidding! it's not his fault. although..i don't know who else i would get it from since he did say he had it a few months ago..
i look hideous.
that..plus i think my throat is starting to hurt..and that's from the fucking cedar.
i avoided eye contact with everyone at school today. at least i was only there for like..2 hours. some teacher looked at me weird. i just wanted to blurt out "IM NOT FUCKING HIGH!" hahaha..because that is what i thought she thought..
aaanyway..
allergies + pink eye + looking hideous + the cold weather = MEH
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[Thursday
December 15 05 9:47pm] |
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| stolen from Heather and Matt |
[Thursday
December 15 05 5:48pm] |
Take the first sentence (or few) from the first post of each month of 2005. That's your year in review.
January - Well, happy new year everyone!
February - AHHH!!! my throat hurts!!! im tired, and i have a headache!!! :( i dont want to get sick..
March - fuck, i cant wait until spring break..im tired of school. i have a chemistry and alg 2 test tomorrow, then a US history and spanish test the next day.. my grades are actually doing good. noo..wait..i cant wait until summer.
April - today was awesome! went to the zoo! took pictures of the animals..took a picture of a llama for julian.. brought my lunch because im fucking smart, and didnt have to wait in the line for like an hour. haha hung out with either myself, this one chick, austin chamberlin, or chris rizzo the majority of the time. alot of people ended up not going bc they turned they're permission slips in late. i saw a monkey eat and pee at the same time.
May - well yesterday was going really good at first. went to kerrville, hung out at hastings, then went to the band barn. Pneumothorax cancelled.. um yea, anyway..those fredericksburg boys are so awesome. they're fucking hilarious. i had fun. ooh and when we were leaving we saw Zach G! it was random. but it turned out that LOI was playing a show there..
June - Well i got a new digital camera. it's really thin ,small, and we got it for a good price too. it's kick ass.
July - well something is wrong with the hard disk on my computer. i had to burn anything important to me onto a cd because it could crash anytime deleting everything..i swear..sony is supposed to be a good brand.
August - Victim31: man... i can always count on you to make me smile and laugh and be dumb and be my road buddy Victim31: you kick ass ^that made me feel special.
September - okay.. i am SOOOO fucking fed up with falling for guys..then getting hurt!
October - okay..so for some reason my mom can't get a 3rd phone added onto her account with Sprint.
November - well i was originally supposed to go trick-or-treating with jenna and john..then ian told me to go to the party..so i did. i had plans to go see Saw 2 w/them (jenna and john) later around 10:30..but they ended up going to an earlier movie..so i went back to the party.
December - i'm out of a job until mid or the end of january.
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[Wednesday
December 14 05 5:35pm] |
haha so i've been looking at this website about astrology and whatnot.
-Traditional Scorpio Traits
Determined and forceful Emotional and intuitive Powerful and passionate Exciting and magnetic
-On the dark side....
Jealous and resentful Compulsive and obsessive Secretive and obstinate
- Scorpios are the most intense, profound, powerful characters in the zodiac. Even when they appear self-controlled and calm there is a seething intensity of emotional energy under the placid exterior. They are like the volcano not far under the surface of a calm sea, it may burst into eruption at any moment. But those of us who are particularly perceptive will be aware of the harnessed aggression, the immense forcefulness, magnetic intensity, and often strangely hypnotic personality under the tranquil, but watchful composure of Scorpio. In conventional social gatherings they are pleasant to be with, thoughtful in conversation, dignified, and reserved, yet affable and courteous; they sometimes possess penetrating eyes which make their shyer companions feel naked and defenseless before them.
- Scorpio is the symbol of sex and Scorpios are passionate lovers, the most sensually energetic of all the signs. For them, union with the beloved is a sacrament, an "outward and visible sign of an inward and spiritual grace". Their overriding urge in loving is to use their power to penetrate beyond themselves and to lose themselves sexually in their partners in an almost mystical ecstasy, thus discovering the meaning of that union which is greater than individuality, and is a marriage of the spirit as well as of flesh. They are thus capable of the greatest heights of passionate transport, but debauchery and perversion are always dangers, and Scorpios can become sadistic monsters of sensuality and eroticism. Their feelings are so intense that even when their love is of the highest, and most idealistic kind, they are nevertheless frequently protagonists in tragic, even violent romances, "star-crossed lovers".
there is a shitload more..but im not going to post it all. nobody's gonna read it.
if anyone else is bored..here is the site i got it from http://www.astrology-online.com/
ooo and go here to see how compatible you are with me! http://www.astrology-online.com/sclove.htm
hahaha man..i am SO bored.
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[Tuesday
December 13 05 8:28pm] |
my dog almost died yesterday. my mom's room is upstairs but it's a loft so there is no door and she has this vanity type mirror thing attatched to her dressor and it somehow fell over the balcony onto the stairs..and my dog was sleeping RIGHT next to where it fell. she got so fucking scared and wouldn't stop shaking. i don't know what i would have done if she had gotten hurt or died. she is a small dog too. it would have been horrible.
so far, this week has been totally boring.
i just want christmas break to be here. i need a job. im tired of sitting at home doing nothing. i want my mom to stop thinking so negatively and feeling so depressed. im tired of being at home and having to listen to her complain about everything or talk about how she hates my dad's guts and wishes he would die. i want to graduate already! i wish i could hang out with someone more. i need to go christmas shopping. and more close friends..
and i really want this christmas to go smoother than it has the past 2 years. in a way i think it will.
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| NEW YEARS! |
[Monday
December 12 05 10:52pm] |
Hosted By: Shawn, Austin, Preslee, Jenna, John When: Saturday Dec 31, 2005 at 7:00 PM Where: Shawn's Ranch House Fredericksburg, TX 78624 US Description: PARTYY!
Click Here To View Event
If you plan on going, you NEED to RSVP on the event. they need to know how many people are going.
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[Monday
December 5 05 7:53am] |
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----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: michael Date: Dec 5, 2005 5:53 AM
hi i was wondering when is the last time you had sex and what is your fav. position?
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WHY do all these weirdos always message me?
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[Saturday
December 3 05 6:18pm] |
my mom just asked me the weirdest question..
"Do you think it's because of me, you can't get a boy?"
HA wtf.. i dont know where she was going with that..
moms are dumb sometimes.
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